Insecure

Today I feel so insecure.
I feel cut off.
I find it hard to cry.

My many fears are catching up.
My greatest fear still lurks.

My friends... I implore you.
Advise me.
Advise me with the Qur'an and Sunnah.
Advise me with good words.
Good reminders, insyaALLAH.

Please... I feel like a hypocrite.

I really need this.

Al-Fatrah passing over me.
Al-Fatrah striking laze in my heart.
Al-Fatrah laying doubt and fear and sadness within.

God help me return...